\\When you are not sure//

"Tiqah belajar elok2 ye, tempat orang tu, jange buat mace kat skoloh lamo, jago diri, jago iman, jago hati" - Kak AishaFarhana a.k.a Kak Mcpoh

"Bawa imej naqibah di sana ye" - Kak AisyahAbdullah a.k.a Kak Ecoh

"Teruskan dakwah di sana pula ya atiqah, takdop doh la atiqah kat skoloh ni, jaga gapo hok asa hok atiqah dapat kat skoloh ni, skoloh agamo denge sekoloh biaso ni lain" - Ustazah Azlina a.k.a my BA ustazah on form 3

"So awok dapat lah sekoloh hok awok nok, sekoloh hok mok awok oyak awok sungguh nok tu?" - Teacher Hasma

"Kalu jupo cikgu2 amalin, tegur lah ye, nati cuti mari2 lah jale, jange lupo amalin, belajar molek sano" - Most of cikgu2 amalin

"Takdop doh la ore nok ajar aku fizik" - Najwa a.k.a Eton a.k.a Mcwa (most of them said this too :'( )

"Satgih sapo lah nok ajar sek ni addmath" - Adlina Basyirah a.k.a Mclina (most of them said this too :'( )

"Tiqah, mu dok sano, mu jago diri mu, mu jago hati mu, mu jago iman mu, mu jange gewe tiqah, jange curang ko Min Ho, mu jago ikhtilat mu, mu belajar molek tiqah, moga cita2 mu nok jadi pediatric surgeon berkelulusan university dublin tercapai and terus dapat gi Mekah, jange lupo kitore," - Words from Husna, Khadijah, Fatihah, and all of them like Hanan, Syukrina, Asma, semuaaaaaaaa aku sayang

"Kalu laki nok belajar nge awok, tapi awok bekeng sangat lah" - Qurratu Ain a.k.a budok baru :P

"I miss their laugh, 
I miss their smile, 
I miss their tears, 
I miss their voice, 
and I miss all about them..

Dear friends, I was not too okay here..
I try to be more optimistic..
I must to tell myself, this is the beginning of success..
I must have faith and believe in my self..
I must to stay and go trough and accept the obstacles in coming.."

So, this is my story..
Aku dah berpindah ke sekolah baru which is aku excited lah jugak.
Dah sebulan aku belajar, dah sebulan aku meniti hari..
Dah sebulan aku tinggalkan amalin.
Life must go on.. And this is the path that i choose..
Bukan nak kata aku sedih, bukan nak kata aku tak suka.
I was not sure what are my feelings staying here..
The study is okay. The hostel life was not too okay.
Bukan teruk langsung. Susahnya untuk aku sesuaikan diri di sini..

Kawan cakap "Sabarlah, ini baru permulaan, nanti okay lah"
I wish soo.. They treat us (freshie) okay.
But some of the things, i miss my friends at amalin so much..
I know the other newbies felt the same too..

Ada yang dah pindah, sebab katanya tak sesuaikan diri.
Aku takdalah sampai tahap nak pindah.
I need to grab the chances even it is hard.
Aku harus bertahan..

Bak kata cikgu Aswadi "Orang muda keno ork dan tebeng baru berjaya"

If u know what he meant.

Aaah, rindunyaaaaa.....

Be the one that Allah loves, so put trust on Him.
I am excited what is coming but in the same time, I am afraid.
Aku percaya, Dialah perancang yang terbaik..
In sha Allah aku harus kuatkan diri.
Because of HIM, Umi, Families, Teacher and my self.

La Tahzan Innallaha Ma'ana

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When you are not sure, grab Quran and read it.
When you are not sure, take whudu' and pray.
When you are not sure, do some zikrullah.
When you are not sure, do Istikharah.
May Allah be with you all the time.


Be more matured and accept it.
May Allah bless u all.
In shaa Allah.
Assalamualaikum :)